Early Life Crisis

I'm going to start this evening by re-stating my original disclaimer. My blog contains a lot of swear words, I am not politically correct and I will probably say something that offends you. That's the point. I'm not intentionally trying to piss people off but I decided to write a blog so I can just write my ideas, thoughts, and opinions unfiltered, no apologies. I tend to speak my mind and not hold much back, but to survive day to day life (and not get fired) I do have to hold back and filter some of what comes out of my mouth. The reason for me writing a blog was to not have to worry about any of that. And contrary to what my husband says, I am not trying to be mean!

So on that note, this evenings post isn't offensive or mean. Just keep my disclaimer in mind for future posts :)

I've decided I'm going though a minor early life crisis. I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up and I'm getting really sick of trying to figure it out. I'm not saying anything good or bad about my current position, I just have SO many ideas of things I would love to do or businesses I would like to start but no means of implementing any of them. And we're not really in a financial position to just try something out and hope for the best. I have a huge desire to have my own business I just don't know what or how to start. I really would like to find something I can be passionate about and build a life around. I'm also totally open to winning the lottery and never having to work again :) SO, if any of you have any experience in helping people figure out what they want to do with their life let me know! Or if you have a large sum of money just laying around with nowhere to go, I would be happy to help ya out.

(SEE I can write a post that isn't "mean")

Random bit of advice. . .

First, my follow up from the Winter Beer Festival: AMAZING day. . horrible night and next day. If I ever doubted this whole gluten free thing it has been more than re-confirmed. The most depressing part of the whole thing. . .I don't even like the taste of beer as much as I used to. I still thoroughly loved my Vanilla Java Porter and a few others but I didn't love em as much as I used to.. . .depressing. The day in and off itself though was a blast, especially hanging out after in the stadium club and ordering $60 of BK on the Brewer's Guild credit card :)

Second and what I actually wanted to blog about, I've decided 2 things: I am totally a dude at heart and I don't get girls. I absolutely love hanging out with guys who have dirty, raunchy humor and just don't give a shit. I usually surprise them because my humor is dirtier and raunchier than theirs and I really, truly don't give a shit, not like the girls who pretend they are one of the guys but then get offended at every little thing they say. Sometimes, I really just don't get the female race. I absolutely love my girlfriends and would be lost without them but sometimes I just don't get em. Luckily I've found a few soul sisters who are quite similar to myself but overall girls are crazy! I don't get the "I wish he would do this but I would never actually I tell him what I want" and the "she's such a bitch but we pretend we're best friends" or the "my boyfriend absolutely cannot go out without me and if he does I'm going to be pissed". Get a fuckin grip. If there is one thing I absolutely cannot stand it's couples who are attached at the hip and won't do anything without each other. I also can't stand girls who get upset if their guy looks at another girl or (OMG) goes to a strip club. If you don't have enough trust in each other to let the other do what they want then you probably should re-think your relationship. And if your dude has to "get permission" from you before hanging out with his buddies then I say your damn lucky he's even still your dude.  I know I haven't been married that long but I'm pretty sure one of the big keys to a happy marriage is not losing your individuality. It's important to compromise and learn to be a couple but it's just as important to still have a life of your own and let your other half have a life of their own as well. If you have to drastically change to be in a relationship with some one then it is not a relationship you should be in. . .this goes for friendships too.

Pretty sure I strayed from what I originally wanted to write about but there's a random bit of advice on relationships for ya. . it's good advice, take it. If you don't, then it's your own fault if you die old and alone.